Say hi to may date hahaaha! Lol I just stopped by at a milk tea house yesterday and I took a photo of the place because the interior design was ineffably beautiful. But my funny side kicked me to do draw that stick guy, pretending as if he was my date. HAHA SORRY 😂
Three months ago, there is this guy that I loved wholeheartedly. He was my childhood friend. We love bullying each other because I am fat (back then), and he was so thin (like even the wind can blow him away WAHAHA). But I left. I transferred and studied at the other city. While he was left at our old school. We haven’t seen each other for five years (whole high school life). Until that day came.
I saw him changed his profile photo on facebook. And i was like OHMYGOSH WHEN PUBERTY HITS U HARDDDDD! I can’t believe that it was him. And that was it. We started chatting.. We exchanged numbers.. He fetched me from school.. We go on a lunch together… We went on an arcade together… We went to sing on a videoke together… Everything was just so perfect back then. Until that day came.
He left me without a word.
Okay I admit. I got too attached easily. Well why not. Every girl will fall for his sense of humor and wisdom (well his abs and looks were just a bonus lol). I really don’t know what happen. I knew everything was true. But I guess, those things were meant to happen. Maybe because God wants me to learn a lesson. Which I am taking positively, and I’m really thankful for it.
And this guy came. My mind says he’s a lot better than my past. He’s family oriented and has a lot of dreams in life. But my heart says no. I admit it. Maybe its because I still love my ex so much that he really left a deep, salted wound on my heart. And the thing that I am really afraid of finally came to me..
“What if no one makes me that happy?”
Well now I’m still healing myself. And now, I’m really looking forward to pursue my dreams to be a psychiatrist and a surgeon. I want to make my parents proud of me.
I know how to move on but yeah. I’m trying to apply my knowledge to myself. I’ll just focus more on my studies and my family. Well, true love waits. And I am willing to just go with the flow. Because I know that he will come at the perfect time. Just trust God. He got my back! Also, nothing is more attractive that a lady that has a goal in life. Always remember, Beauty is nothing without brains! Take care everyone. Keep smiling!! Sending love from the Philippines 😘
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